Archive for April, 2008
Woot! I only have 2 more days left at my job! I am so ready to get out of there, it isn’t funny. I cleaned most of my desk out today and am almost caught up with everything I’ve been assigned, so I’m happy about that.
I am finally going to have time to exercise and my cat is going to be so happy that I am not leaving her alone all day. Ha! What a sissy.
There is going to be an end of session party at a local night club tomorrow night. It should be interesting. I am just a bit bummed because I think I would love to have a cocktail, but I can’t drink anything and be able to drive home. Doh. Well, at least all sodas will be free for me! YAY!
April 30th, 2008
I can not sleep. Super.
I am soo tired, and I did fall asleep on the couch for about an hour earlier tonight, but haven’t been able to fall back asleep since.
Part of the problem is that I had a really aggravating day at work and as much as I try to clear my mind, my brain keeps wandering over all of the crap that went on at work today and I get angry and can’t sleep. Super!
April 18th, 2008
Yea, I have insomnia again. I am so exhausted, but I am keeping myself awake for some reason. Oh, maybe that is not insomnia, but stupidity? Buahahahhahahahahahahahah
I just keep on thinking about what I am going to do in 3 weeks and I am still pretty clueless.
April 10th, 2008
I haven’t been writing much lately - well Duh! It’s getting to be crunch time at work since we have less than a month to go and I am - again - freaking out.
This week shouldn’t be too bad, but I am foreseeing 12 to 15 hour days next week. Hurray!
I’ve been trying to keep myself calm and well, just take care of myself, but it’s been difficult since I just turn into a zombie as soon as I get home. I’ve been watching a lot of HSN for some reason. It’s just fascinating to me and a great way to clear my mind for some reason. (No, I am not buying stuff, just marveling at the amount of sales that they do)
I have a really big decision I need to make about my career this week too. I should totally make one of those pro and con charts.
April 8th, 2008
It’s 2am and I am still up. I should be sleeping right now, but I am being a dufus and staying up.

I just watched Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street tonight and I am still not sure how I feel about it. I thought it was pretty stunning watching it, even if it did drag a bit in some sections. But the tension, oh that wonderful tension, was there in all the right places. It’s quite the demented story actually. But I am glad I rented it instead of buying it.
Oh man, I am getting sooo burned out at work. I have less then a month to go now, and I don’t know how I am going to make it and catch up on all of the work I still have ahead of me. I suppose I could “volunteer” for a little while, but that would actually just suck. I have been putting quite a few things off at work that are very tedious and time consuming and it’s now getting to crunch time when I am going to have to finish a lot of this stuff up. Grrrrrr. I really, really, really need a break though. This week and next week shouldn’t be too bad, but I am pretty sure that I am going to be living off of coffee for those last 2 weeks. That reminds me, I should really start taking my vitamins again.
I am just getting so exhausted and my insomnia is not helping one bit either. I mean, HELLO! it’s 2am and I can’t sleep. I am pretty tired, but it’s not like my eyes are closing involuntarily - yet. Maybe I should lie down now.
April 2nd, 2008