Trip Like I Do

Well, okay, I haven’t been staring at the sea, (today), but I have been staring at this screen for awhile now, trying to figure out what to write. Doh.

I finally figured out that I’ve been stressed out, for one reason or another, for the past 8 years - yes, years. I’ve really been felling extra stressed this week because I am overwhelmed at work and because my Mom is just annoying the crap out of me.

I’ve been wondering a lot lately if I should stay at my job. It just doesn’t seem worth it a lot of times. I have so much work to do that I don’t know where to start most of the times, so I end up goofing off, and getting more behind. It’s pretty annoying actually. I guess my boss is just unclear on the concept that most people do not want to work 10 hours a day while we are off session, but those are the kinds of hours we basically need to work in order to stay up to date with all of the work she gives us. Grrr.

Anyways, I also just found out that one of my cousins is coming for a visit in a couple of weeks. That’s cool. At least I will have a major reason to clean my place up! Of course, I will be sleeping on a couch for a week, but oh well.

I should be sleeping, but I took a 5 hour nap this evening. Doh. I guess I didn’t get enough sleep the night before.

I started my job about 3 weeks ago and I think I am finally getting back into the swing of things. I spent the first couple of weeks just trying to get back into the groove of things. I am getting stressed about my job though. I just feel like I am messing up all of the time. I should be more on top of things, but my boss just gives us so much work, I can’t catch up on everything. Maybe I need to manage my time better, but I don’t think that’s it. I am scheduled to work 30 hours a week, which is just right for me actually, but in order for me to be caught up with everything I am expected to do, I would need to be working 50 hours a week and well, that just ain’t gonna happen.

I feel so overwhelmed a lot of times that I just don’t know where to begin at work. I guess I need to prioritize better, but when everything is supposed to be a priority, it’s kind of hard to discern what really needs to be done right away versus what can wait a few days.

There are more things I would like to/need to write about, but I just can’t in a public area like this. Grrr, I really wish Wordpress would fix the whole password protected post thing.

I did start working out again, but I just haven’t been logging them here since I am pretty much just going to the gym instead of working out with my DVD’s. I have been logging my gym workouts over at Sparkpeople instead.

I’ve been slowly working on some website updates, but I obviously still have quite a few more things to add back to the page. I was thinking about trying a new theme, but I still really like the Blix theme I got going on right now.

The preview page for ChaLEAN Extreme is up and running over at Beachbody!

There is a really short preview video of the workouts. It’s gonna drop October 2008 and it looks like there will be 15 videos in the package. According to one of Chalene’s blog postings, it sounded like they filmed 18 workouts though. Oh well. Still no word on how much it’s going to cost though.