Call Ripley!
April 23rd, 2009
What the? 4 posts in 1 month? Call Ripley!
It’s been an interesting week so far. I finally got my old laptop back from the office, so I can now websurf from bed and also apparently get used to this keyboard again. Yippy!
We had a weird electrical problem in our office on Monday where half of the outlets shorted out, so everyone except for 2 people did not have power for like 4 hours. We all thought it might have been a bad circuit breaker, but it just turned out to be a metal plate came loose from one of the desks and hit a plug, which caused the breaker to trip. It was kind of a nice respite since we really couldn’t do anything all day. It also meant that we got behind in a some stuff, but thankfully not that much.
We are getting into crunch time at work. It doesn’t seem as stressful as last year, but things haven’t really started in earnest yet. Things will certainly be interesting next week.
We are also supposed to be under a flash flood watch starting from tomorrow, so I wonder how much rain we will be getting. I’ve missed being in a good rain storm. I also have my wind up flashlight and radio at the ready in case anything gets too crazy.
I’ve just been feeling kind of down today. I just realized tonight that it’s been just about 3 years since I came back to Hawai and I am still trying to put myself back together after the breakup. I mean, I don’t feel as broken as I was 2 or 3 years ago, but I know that I am still broken and still feel like I am in a kind of limbo. I need to work more on my personal wellbeing, but I still haven’t been able to figure out how.
I want to be happy – with myself and with my life, but I just don’t know how. It’s frustrating. I can sit back and analyze my life and what is going on and think of an action plan, but I just can’t seem to be able to implement it. Maybe it’s a matter of faith. I am such a cynic that I just don’t know if I have faith anymore.
I don’t know. I just don’t know. At least I do have some happy moments, as pathetic as they may seem. I really love it when my cat cuddles up next to me when I go to bed and how she will still be there when I wake up. Yea. It’s the little things.
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